Tuesday, 29 December 2020

Needy.

A friend told me once - speaking about herself - "having needs doesn't make me a needy person! It's normal to have needs." I agreed wholeheartedly. I really, really agreed. Of course I agreed. Everyone has needs, it's a triviality.

And yet.

Yet all I see of myself is this needy pathetic ridiculous yearning for your love. Your attention? Your approval? Anything?

I'd just do anything for you to tell me you liked it. Literally anything.

I just want you to miss me. I just want you to want me. Please love me.